S353. A roller coaster

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I discovered it through comments from others and my own feelings. I got to know him through my own group of friends and we are happy with it. Help each other with small practical things and have regular contact. At a given moment I thought about him every day and I thought this was strange because I already have a partner who is really the one for me. I went looking for things like “falling in love with someone else, what to do” etc. but something was wrong .. this was no ordinary crush. I received a comment from a friend: “woow you’re really just … if you do that” or if we were 3, the third person said: “naah I really can’t get in, huh?” And the last comment that I had a few days ago, the deciding factor. We were together, and an acquaintance said (more an acquaintance of him, I met her for the first time) “Woowwww you really are…. I do not know just like brother and sister or something .. there is something between you in it is .. almost scary but very cool ”. At this moment we looked at each other and it seemed as if time stood still. To break the tension I joked “yes haha ​​maybe in a previous life …” I started to read about soul love and twinflames the previous day. A whole new world has opened up for me. I started to analyze the relationship and realized that we see each other even at a distance and our eye contact has never been an ordinary eye contact. A whole new world has opened up for me. I started to analyze the relationship and realized that we see each other even at a distance and our eye contact has never been an ordinary eye contact. A whole new world has opened up for me. I started to analyze the relationship and realized that we see each other even at a distance and our eye contact has never been an ordinary eye contact.

It is fierce, pff I walk above a cloud on a cloud, my partner argued about him suddenly got out of nowhere!
While my partner likes him too, he always goes with him and doesn’t look for anything behind him normally. I have been too vulnerable as a matter of course and sent messages that I should not have been able to send the next day, although he was first sent to me with a message .. but I reacted very intensively to that .. I was so shocked that now I prefer not to talk to him for 2 or 3 weeks. Although this is not possible I think because we are going on holiday with the group. I know that when we meet again, an unparalleled energy will come loose.

Our relationship is purely friendly
This has not yet been pronounced against my partner and I am still keeping it a secret from everything and everyone, including him, even though I feel that he feels it too … I just don’t know if he already has the link with twinflames.

The obstacles do not exist in our friendship … but a relationship or something would be accompanied by enormous obstacles, society will not accept our relationship in such a way, it will cause a lot of unrest because we both engage in society in a different way to move. I experience this as something very interesting but I know that many will not understand me.
I don’t want a love affair because I already have a partner that I love with all my soul and would never want to hurt. My current partner also gave me a lot and made me very happy and introduced me to the wonderful world of love.
Our relationship is purely friendly, but recently because of that meeting with that woman and that remark, this got a bit out of hand and there seems to be more going on. There is a little more attention than you will give to an ordinary friend. But I am cautious and careful because I don’t want to hurt my current partner.
I’m only just a few days behind it, so I suspect the rollercoaster still has to go.
The remark of that woman and the explosion that brought about that between us … not even words were used.

It feels like something unparalleled .. something very special .. it is a power that we could do a lot with .. we can do special things together .. I would also like this but without a love affair .. but the question is whether you can fight that? How do you keep these forces in balance and do you not pass the rest of your relationships like other friends and your partner? This really is incomprehensible, what happens.

I wonder if he already knows … that he feels something that is already clear, but does he know what I know? Is this necessary to speak out against each other in life … or can it always remain undiscussed and then continue vigorously?