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I am now almost a year further and I now realize what I have with my soul love. I told my story here before, but then I didn’t realize how fast my relationship would grow with him. I am spiritual in the sober sense of the word. In the past 7 years I have experienced a lot of changes … I have experienced many losses in which I have also learned to discover my strength but have also weakened me in making contact. From my losses much has changed in my life. This of course changed me personally. Then I came across him during a meeting for my new work. A job in which if you want to do well you must have a lot of self-knowledge and be able to take a good distance between feeling and reason. The first conversation went very well and felt great. I feel a huge click, he said, (and so did I, but at the time I was not aware of that at all), and then startled and immediately said that he did have this with everyone … I remember that his energy really stayed with me for a very long time, and this had I really have never experienced contact with anyone. He is a flapuit (sometimes) in which he shows a lot, but then it seems to be startled by that statement and he wants to mitigate it. Then he says, for example, I really shouldn’t say this, but well … or very loving things, with “they should not come to you, come to me … And that is so sweet, I also feel that everything he just wants to do without wanting anything in return. He has beautiful eyes that radiate a lot of attention and feeling, but when he is angry you see those eyes spitting fire and he can have a very sharp tongue, but then that person really made it and took a lot of his patience. Very recognizable for me by the way. A man who works really hard and has to move a lot and give a lot of love in everything he does. When I look at him I also want to be there for him just out of love. He is very independent and manages his affairs. He is a loving father and I think a very involved partner. I feel very safe with him and I have shared things with him that I actually would never share with someone I would know from business (although this didn’t feel business) moments. He was very respectful with it. Then the question if he wanted to share something with me, from myself, and then a very beautiful moving piece from his work / personal past. He has the same strength and vulnerability that I recognize. A high position that he has achieved with hard work, he does a lot for people almost invisible sometimes. I had a business meeting with him for a second time and that night I dreamed that I spoke to him and that I wanted to hug him, I actually said that at the time, and when the embrace was there he became sick. The next morning he indicated that he wanted to reschedule the appointment, he had fallen ill for the first time in 8 years … and it didn’t stop there. In dreams he is more common and the contact is gradually closer … I sometimes feel that he is with me and after the dream there is a change in contact. I had a business meeting with him for a second time and that night I dreamed that I spoke to him and that I wanted to hug him, I actually said that at the time, and when the embrace was there he became sick. The next morning he indicated that he wanted to reschedule the appointment, he had fallen ill for the first time in 8 years … and it didn’t stop there. In dreams he is more common and the contact is gradually closer … I sometimes feel that he is with me and after the dream there is a change in contact. I had a business meeting with him for a second time and that night I dreamed that I spoke to him and that I wanted to hug him, I actually said that at the time, and when the embrace was there he became sick. The next morning he indicated that he wanted to reschedule the appointment, he had fallen ill for the first time in 8 years … and it didn’t stop there. In dreams he is more common and the contact is gradually closer … I sometimes feel that he is with me and after the dream there is a change in contact.
We are equally insecure and vulnerable in making contact, but we both verbally give a piece of feeling that says a lot that we know the other person is picking up. I think we can offer each other a lot in contact, a lot of warmth and love, emotionally and physically it is very strong and that is overwhelming. I have never really been with him, and we both put on a mask, but if we give each other a quick look behind this mask, there is warmth and softness. If I just feel its warmth and smell its scent, it is almost intoxicating, so what happens if we can really be together without a mask, I think it will be very intense and our world will be turned upside down in such a way that it is huge. It is not for nothing that we have to be careful with it. We both live in a world with people around us that we love a lot, that we need and they love us. We are now carefully expanding our contacts. In words that we write to each other, I see how we actually look alike, but in making contact we differ and need each other’s mirrors.
I know that my soul love that you are going to read this even though we have never spoken to each other about this, about the existence of this site or about soul contact, recently or through a poem (s) but it is actually what soul contact is.
That is why I want to tell you this, my dear beautiful hunch, what you feel is right, actually always. What I have read back from you has given you all the answers to my feelings and questions. I feel the same for you and it’s up to us to make the leap … in making contact. We will see each other again soon …
And I am confident that we will be able to find each other in making contact. Step-by-step contact.