Against

I was a cashier by that time and he was one of the hundreds of customers I saw one day. I was busy concentrating on getting rid of the rush of that moment. Suddenly I heard him say hello and looked at him in his beautiful deep brown eyes. I felt a nod in my knees and I lost the moment. He asked for a bag (while I didn’t even realize that it had to be scanned) and when I handed it over, he touched my hand for a moment. I felt his warm glow of my hand extend across my body that set every little fiber in my body on fire. I’m sure he felt it too, the way he looked at me spoke enough. Even before I scanned everything, he asked me to have a drink. Even before I realized it myself, I had agreed.

We have agreed twice since the first meeting, including once on the same day that I met him. When I closed the store, he was already waiting for me … and I still had to count the cash registers. He had kissed me just before I closed the door. It was the most wonderful kiss I have ever received. Time stood still for a moment and there was only him and me. It was magical. A few minutes later we went to a nearest cafe to chat. I immediately noticed that we had much in common in the opposite sense. For example, he was raised motherless, I fatherless. He had a sister, I a brother and on the other hand it was just like looking in the mirror. His morality and vision, way of life, … that was me too. A few days later I had been to his house. we kissed and hugged the stars, but we couldn’t do more than that. At that time I had a relationship that was more dead than alive and 2 children. I would have left my friend for him, but my twinflame didn’t want that. We have not agreed since then and it really hurt me for a long time. When I whispered his name over my lips in my bed a sudden flash of light came on … although the room was dark. When I wrote his name on the wall with my finger, the moment fell out. All strange things that happened, so I looked for an explanation why this all happens. When I whispered his name over my lips in my bed a sudden flash of light came on … although the room was dark. When I wrote his name on the wall with my finger, the moment fell out. All strange things that happened, so I looked for an explanation why this all happens. When I whispered his name over my lips in my bed a sudden flash of light came on … although the room was dark. When I wrote his name on the wall with my finger, the moment fell out. All strange things that happened, so I looked for an explanation why this all happens.

Although I had not mentioned this, my friend had noticed it and asked questions, on which I could only tell him the truth … He could not understand it and had been repulsing me even more since then. A little later we broke up.

Afterwards he visited me twice in the store. The first time I almost hugged and kissed him dead. Although I had just not started living alone at the time, he repeated that he did not want me to leave my (now ex) friend for him, on which I pressed him that I could no longer stay with it. He really wanted to meet up with me again … but I saw the fear in his eyes that it all overwhelmed him, so he scribbled back. When he left the store, my colleague said I broke the camera. Apparently the camera that was aimed at us got overheated. It was just laughing. So it was not imagined that the bond between him and me was strong, despite the fact that the time is not right for us. A year later I was just outside the store when he arrived. “Hi, Ellen, are you all right?” I can still hear him say. It was then a year ago that I had seen him, but it felt like no time had passed. Yet I saw the same fear in his eyes. I realized that I had to let him go and that he would come back if he was ready. Although I have not seen or heard him for some time, after a few years he accepted my friend request on fb. There is still a silence, also about the internet, but somewhere I know that he is thinking of me. That although he is not yet strong enough to handle the intense contact, I will always be a part of his life, and he will stay with me. I realized that I had to let him go and that he would come back if he was ready. Although I have not seen or heard him for some time, after a few years he accepted my friend request on fb. There is still a silence, also about the internet, but somewhere I know that he is thinking of me. That although he is not yet strong enough to handle the intense contact, I will always be a part of his life, and he will stay with me. I realized that I had to let him go and that he would come back if he was ready. Although I have not seen or heard him for some time, after a few years he accepted my friend request on fb. There is still a silence, also about the internet, but somewhere I know that he is thinking of me. That although he is not yet strong enough to handle the intense contact, I will always be a part of his life, and he will stay with me.

As I love my twinflame, I will never love anyone and somewhere it has become a conscious decision to stay alone. I who have a fickle behavior only want better and the best … that’s him. Although he is not with me, I still feel him close to me as if he had never walked away. He has completed my life. He has melted the lonely feeling that I have carried for years and I also feel it makes me stronger.

My tip: If you love someone with heart, let him go.
If he / she is ready, he will certainly return.
After all, you are endlessly connected.