I first met my twin 2.5 years ago. The lightning strike came 4 months later. Afterwards I recognized him immediately, the 1st time I saw him. Thought then, hey, what are you doing here while at the same time I realized that I had never seen him before. Had him on the phone once before and then thought, what a familiar voice, how you can trace it all back afterwards. Saw his phone number and thought, I know that number from somewhere but no idea of what. And so more such events.
Then also received messages from ‘above’ for the first time, very carefully constructed. Also shuttle messages that gave me a lot of information. I could feel my twin, read his thoughts, etc. We saw each other regularly but also very briefly and always with many others around us. Was hopelessly in love, but it still felt much deeper than an ordinary crush. I also knew that this could never be something, I would never leave my current partner. Because I knew that he felt the same, I told him, also with the statement that I could not do anything with it, but that he had to know. He denied … disbelief with me because I felt him so clearly and could read his mind, knew exactly what he was going through. I got confused and started to doubt my received messages and my feelings, wasn’t I just going crazy? This process took about 9 months, I tried to give him an opening to talk about it several times and he kept denying it. In the meantime I received more and more messages from above that we belonged together and were destined for each other, knew that one day we could go through life together and also knew how my current relationship would end. At first I got very angry about this, direction up, but I always realized that I would understand by that time. And that’s right, I understand it now and oversee it completely, the big picture and how it works. The hardest part is that my partner does not know this, he may not know, he could never understand, this is his blueprint! He sometimes makes comments from his subconscious mind, his soul is already preparing him for it. Even my children regularly make comments, so I know that their souls are already preparing for it. Before I knew that it was about soul love, I already knew everything, received a lot of messages from above and confirmations (you can’t think of it that way), but because my twin continued to deny I kept doubting. At one point I begged upstairs for help, I thought I was going crazy and could take me to a clinic any time. A few days later I ‘just’ came to this website and all the pieces of the puzzle really fell together. Really had a feeling of Wooowh, that I can experience this! I then decided to inform my twin because then he would certainly understand. But he kept denying luckily I realized that it was out of self-protection, he just wasn’t there yet, got stuck halfway up the mountain. I have never been afraid of my feelings, this felt so pure, there could be nothing wrong with that. If I don’t do wrong things on earth level, there’s nothing wrong with that. I even consulted 2 psychics and they could confirm everything without info. And now, we know each other. He never thought he was that far anyway, now it appears that he stuck halfway up the mountain, he did not see what I did see, the way out to the Light. And that it all went that way, will undoubtedly also be a good reason for that, otherwise I might not have started digging so deeply into the spiritual and also stuck halfway up the mountain. Then we would probably have had to spend a whole life in order to be together forever. The hardest thing now is knowing what is coming, not knowing how, what, where and when, so every day is goodbye here because I still care a lot about my partner. On the other hand, the enormous desire to be with my twin, I can feel our energies melting together and the chakra cords getting thicker.
Dear, I know you read this. You are in my mind every minute of the day, you feel in me all day long and have a lot of faith in us together. That we finish this together well, work out all karma and then never be separated again, we go for eternity! I love you so much!
I love you so much Sometimes you miss very much, I think sometimes I have learned enough, but I really have all the patience Do what you have to do .. follow your feeling some of the pieces you have written are my experiences, is my story , but maybe that’s why we didn’t understand each other so often Someday there will come … your arms around me. Maybe you should let go but I can’t, no more. Want to tell you so much that I am there for you, that I know how it feels, that I think of you .. miss you .. I love you.
Last night under the stars, the whole film passed by me again (for the 100th time or so) and that everything is just as I was whispered by “above”. I was also told on a regular basis that I should never doubt the last piece, if everything had gone as promised. Because that is what is happening now, the last part, the most difficult part! And while those words sang through my mind “never doubt that last part if everything went as promised” there was just another falling star, pfffff. Unbelievably, dozens of them have come by in the last year. Dear, I also know that it is very important to let go, the more you resist and the more control you try to get, the longer it will take. That has to do with the lessons you have to learn, in retrospect it will always appear that the timing of the universe has been the only correct one, my experience. Everything has a reason, nothing happens for nothing … I am very happy that I now know about you, it gives me strength to keep going, I know my path. Someday we will be together, and that probably won’t be long, have no doubt about it, surrender to the divine timing, I love you!