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After a few months he mentioned it as 1st; soul love.
I was in love he said this too but he was conquering me. After a few months I was still deeply in love, I am also spiritually engaged, he thought he was especially soulmate but he did not want to commit himself, he said he had fear of attachment, youth trauma, he flirted a lot with women I was with, he could fall in love show less so I often broke it was a blinking light relationship mar I could not do without him, he also suffered from we had an intimate relationship less than 1, if he felt this too, but how can a soulmate do this after being intimate for over a year. I just don’t want to understand this. I think a lot about him and am very sad. My daughter said; But this wasn’t your soulmate, men say that more to come in. What is true now? I have often not been treated well (mistreated). This has never happened to me, I have admitted this, he was troubled by changing moods, tantrums, crazy about women. So many say it’s good that it’s over, but my feeling for him is still there. What should I? What is true now? I have often not been treated well (mistreated). This has never happened to me, I have admitted this, he was troubled by changing moods, tantrums, crazy about women. So many say it’s good that it’s over, but my feeling for him is still there. What should I? What is true now? I have often not been treated well (mistreated). This has never happened to me, I have admitted this, he was troubled by changing moods, tantrums, crazy about women. So many say it’s good that it’s over, but my feeling for him is still there. What should I?

Our relationship consisted of enjoying everything for days and an intimate relationship.
I did not tell my partner, I am married.
An obstacle was that I claimed him he said, I put pressure on him I could not stand that he was very often not for me he determined when we saw each other and he did not come for me I stood at the bottom of his list I could not against
… i loved him and i thought he loved me but he said i can’t give love i’ve never learned

It has brought me a lot of joy and sorrow and especially love for myself. I did not know that I had so much love in me and I have never experienced such love before. so full of passion.
The most special thing I found was that I experienced the passion for love and nature and to share this and now this has ended in such a strange way without our having spoken to each other about it.
Eroticism was certainly not the case for myself before I don’t know about him, he has had many women

The relationship is over … I try to let him go, I don’t know why it went so well I said this didn’t work for a month I didn’t see and he didn’t bother to meet me after my call he said I’ll call you I find this so unsatisfactory.
I am looking for an equal partner who is in balance and who respects me, 8 years ago I lost a daughter who could no longer say goodbye within 7 hours, she was not sick and then this was a loss without saying goodbye and now again a loss without being able to say goodbye

I really wonder if this was my soulmate, he claimed he was and I felt it that way but I think you shouldn’t get along like that. I don’t understand it at all, am very sad about it, isn’t he? worth.