I didn’t have a relationship, he did. What I found out months later. I had a suspicion. We had a strong relationship for 4 months, lovingly respecting each other. Our feelings could not be described. I’ve never loved anyone so much … and not the other way around. I felt complete (a number of things were wrong in the back of my mind, which also held me back in many things, I could not give myself completely .. I was able to give even more love to soul love, but I was scared and afterwards also rightly so) I could not (still) sleep without my soul love. I miss my soul love every day regardless of what happened.
I still see my soul love occasionally .. but we cannot give us completely. I’m afraid my soul love rejects me , I don’t know if my soul love still feels the same. It’s different … not so loving anymore. But when we make love together, I know that everything is still okay. Love that is still in us then comes together.
I miss our love back then … where we could give ourselves in completely ..
I have experienced all feelings in a short time … from true love that cannot be described with a pen to a terrible pain of powerlessness, sadness, hatred and deceit.
But you know what the best thing is … the love you feel overcomes all bad feelings
I was able to love someone so much that you completely lose yourself … which is not bad because you only experience this once in your life.
The most special thing I found: when I told soul love that I loved / love my soul I got a smile of happiness that I will never forget.
Eroticism was indescribable !!!! We could make love to each other all night with so much love and so much respect … we couldn’t get enough of each other.
I love my soul love with all my heart and no one and therefore no one can take that place. I know we will come together one day. Maybe not now … I know I can feel my soul love.
Soul love is a feeling … that cannot be explained. You have to experience it. And I hope everyone in his life can experience this. No matter how bad the pain is in the end, it has all been worth it.
Since the relationship has ended I feel incomplete … I do not sleep much. I miss my soul love every day. Every minute of the day I think of my soul love