S066. Someone feel so deep without words


I found my soulmate in the sick and dying bed of a dear friend. I, a woman of 45, married with 2 children, met a woman of 48, also a girlfriend. I have never had anything with a woman and that also caused a lot of confusion, feeling someone so deeply without words, knowing someone ‘just’, you don’t know where and from when but it feels so familiar , you only make it once in you sympathize. My husband has a lot of trouble with this, I can’t explain it to him either, but this woman has a place in my life forever.