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Difficult to start story .. I used to be an atheist pur sang and rather Black minded .. Through a colleague I discovered the spiritual and became positive step by step, but there is a lot of jealousy around me. Am 35 now, married and have 3 kids .. On March 11 of this year I met a surprising person, I get a natural peace with her that I had never experienced, except with a spiritual friend with whom I have already discussed it .. The similarities seem amazing! So many to mention .. I wanted to learn Spanish a few years ago, she did it .. We both followed the same training in the last 2 years, myself in Belgium and she in Spain. We both love Spain but prefer to eat Italian. I will not start if it does not interest me, the same for her. I seem to have a lot of charisma, but I am extremely insecure, same for her. I am thinking of touring the car in a barren landscape, 2 days later a photo of her at fb as I saw it in front of me but knew that she was abroad, but not what she was going to do. I dreamed about the Eiffel Tower and 2 days later she is in Paris. In need of sporting debilitating and she did the same on the same night, both in an extreme way .. I felt emotionally disastrous a few weeks ago and she instagramt a photo with i want to think positive .. And so on I dreamed about the Eiffel Tower and 2 days later she is in Paris. In need of sporting debilitating and she did the same on the same night, both in an extreme way .. I felt emotionally disastrous a few weeks ago and she instagramt a photo with i want to think positive .. And so on I dreamed about the Eiffel Tower and 2 days later she is in Paris. In need of sporting debilitating and she did the same on the same night, both in an extreme way .. I felt emotionally disastrous a few weeks ago and she instagramt a photo with i want to think positive .. And so onThis all happened at the moment my life was in a row, nice family, stable relationship, stable, well-deserved job, and started the secondary occupation of my dreams .. I didn’t see it coming at all and was also told that I would never meet her , if it really is .. We are 5 years and 3 months apart, both are water elements (they are from the 11th) and live about 40 km from each other in a nutshell .. She looks up enormously at what I achieve in my life but I am jealous of hers! I really don’t know anymore, I constantly think of her and if I seem to forget her it will return even stronger. I would not really call it falling in love, it seems platonic .. I do not know about sexual feelings,
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I recognize you very much in your story. I am 36 years old, happily married and have three children. And then I met my twinflame. I was not at all looking for it stronger yet I had never heard of it. It is a man who is 15 years older than me. He is not my type at all. Not in appearance, nor in the way it presents itself. And yet I have the feeling that there is nobody I love anymore. Through him I realized that the love I get in this marriage is not the love I seek in my life. At the moment I am in divorce. My husband wants to let me go in love because he sees that I am not happy. I don’t know if I will ever be with my soul love. He has experienced a lot in his life, suffered a lot of losses and because of that he is struggling with separation anxiety. I see him every day and I also see that he is slowly getting better. He is very unconscious, I don’t know if he has an idea what a special
he band we share. I tried to talk to him about this once, but then he was very reluctant. Certain things from our past run parallel and when I have a hard time I see my grief in his eyes. I didn’t tell him anything and yet he knows I’m having a hard time. I lived in the city where he was born for a while. I immediately felt at home there. It felt more like home than the place I come from. I have never understood why until now… We have often chosen the same color of clothes. More crazy things have happened. It is a very difficult road that many people do not understand. I have learned what is really important in life and what are side issues. I have lost old friends and found new people with whom I feel very comfortable. But never forget: with your desire as a map and your soul as a compass, your heart will automatically find its way. I wish you a lot of love and a lot of strength with the difficult choices that j
e probably still has to make
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