Q1225. And now?

Butterfly

First of all, I am happy that this site exists and I am very grateful that I can read many helpful answers here. They have helped me so much during my twinflame process, have grown .. recognition. Now I literally don’t know what to do. I have heard that my twinflame becomes a father, I came in contact with him 4 years ago. We live together in the neighborhood and we’ll see each other. At the beginning of the year it was very positive, when I sent him a Christmas card .. I received so many good signals even the song Nothing is gonna stop us now. Weeks learned to grow a lot later. Had ups and downs, literally. My lesson learning. also running is fast, then I was called back hard with a story of a colleague she also has contact with me twinflame she comes there is in the store, my twinflame apparently knows that we are colleagues. She said that, we had already had words before, and then it came down to them not protecting me anymore when people talk about me. I was surprised and asked for an explanation so that moment I got cold inside. she told me that in the early days my twinflame knew the son of the police who he would ask what he would do about the Christmas cards (sent out of love) and the text messages I sent. So yes again dilemma, what should I do, I was confused, I cried that morning, terrible .. felt surprised .. the signs of our and his initials kept coming .. I told my colleague later, I will ask him later well .. she stopped me from doing it .. she’s the kind of thing that comes up with things that look interesting, just lying. I then called him in the afternoon, I thought it was terrible that you were judging your own child. Then I asked him, I confront him with this, I also indicated that I did not like to ask and I asked and he said no. we had a little talk then. Later in the week I met him again with people there, eye contact with a reassuring attraction. Now 2 years ago: His girlfriend with whom he lives with him for about 1 year has also been stoking between us, asked me to make him forget and said things, you are not friends he thinks you are ugly, not nice etc. The childish behavior where I am got tired of it and told her later. Later on through this site I gained a lot of insight. Closer to myself, much grown. The signals keep coming, only sometimes it brings me so much confusion. I know how to work out Karma, etc. We have not yet talked about our feelings, so yes, I listen carefully to my feelings and stay close to myself. Feeling him does not go away, often and now feel so many vibrations as if I am under power. I often hear his voice through me, many jitters on my head. I know / feel that he cares about me and loves me. the other way around as well. Would i ask? Look, when I contact him again he just runs away harder, it seems to me. I really don’t know anymore, any help is welcome. Thanks in advance. Ps. we have not yet talked about our feelings. Love Elselina often and now feel as many vibrations as if I am under power. I often hear his voice through me, many jitters on my head. I know / feel that he cares about me and loves me. the other way around as well. Would i ask? Look, when I contact him again he just runs away harder, it seems to me. I really don’t know anymore, any help is welcome. Thanks in advance. Ps. we have not yet talked about our feelings. Love Elselina often and now feel as many vibrations as if I am under power. I often hear his voice through me, many jitters on my head. I know / feel that he cares about me and loves me. the other way around as well. Would i ask? Look, when I contact him again he just runs away harder, it seems to me. I really don’t know anymore, any help is welcome. Thanks in advance. Ps. we have not yet talked about our feelings. Love Elselina

Answer 1
Dear Elselina, I think you are still too busy with him. I certainly believe that you have already grown a lot. But the real growth comes the moment you try to let it go. If you can do that, really let go of him, and that really takes a very long time, then you have grown so incredibly and you can handle everything. Then you feel strong and independent and you have to go there! It will go through trial and error, but believe me, you will start to feel better and more confident, it really is. I experienced it and it is worth it in the end. Then you will notice that it is not about HIM, or YOU, but YOU. And then you start to feel complete. But be patient and confident. Strength, courage and wisdom desired! (Unknown)

Answer 2
The art begins when you begin to accept and experience all those emotions as they are and without judgment and without projection towards him or anyone who encounters you. They just want to be seen. Over time you become lighter and you can only enjoy all that you see and encounter unconditionally. Today is the day to start. The key to your happiness is in your hands and in no one’s hands. Good luck and lots of love. (Unknown)

Answer 3
I partially agree with that, but thanks to the addition of your twinflame that makes you grow, you are now where you stand. Why is a twinflame always put away, you are together 1 if you have had the soul meltdown, you know that. (Unknown)

Answer 4
The soul love is not uncoded. He is already 1 with you. Reason enough for gratitude, but if we continue to look at the remaining fabrics then there will be no reconciliation with ourselves. True love knows no greed. (Unknown)