Willeke

When I was about seventeen years old, I was at an “exam party” by a friend. Because I was brought up very strict and protective, I was never allowed to leave. I was finally allowed to go here (it was in the afternoon and my father brought and brought me) and of course I thought that was a party. Her parents were at home, but there were snacks on the part, they provided music and we were allowed to dance. After all, my father left. I still had my coat on, I remember, and then suddenly a boy approached me and pulled me up the “dance floor”. He held me pretty close to him and it felt – strangely enough – very familiar and good. I was so young and knew nothing, had never had anything with a boy and suddenly he was there. It fulfilled everything at that time. It wasn’t even a sexual feeling, it included everything, there was nothing else left. I don’t think we spoke much, but afterwards he had my address and a date! I am secretly naa! rtoe went, but I was so shy and he noticed. We didn’t have to say anything, it was good that way. At the next date I saw him standing there and I was overwhelmed by such an overwhelming feeling that I could not do anything better to run away and I did. I have regretted it all my life. He went to study and went to rooms. Occasionally I heard from family that he had inquired about me and, ugly, said that I also did that to him. The evening before I met my parents-in-law, my boyfriend and I went out to dinner. He suddenly stood behind me, ignored my friend, grabbed me by the waist and said, “So what are you up to?” I had a glass of red wine in my hand and it landed on my dress. It never went out again – an eternal memory of him, so to speak. Our lives were somewhat parallel, doing the same things at the same time, being in the same place, and more such things. ! Recently it became a bit quieter, I thought. But since half a year he has been in my head and body. Total. Day and night. I even hear him. On intuition, I knew where he lived and that was true. We “talk” to each other about anything and everything. I am very restless, feel that he is not happy – no more than I am. That also seems to be correct. This feeling is so all-embracing that it really transcends everything. Is this him now, is this my soulmate? Our lives were somewhat parallel, doing the same things at the same time, being in the same place, and more such things. ! Recently it became a bit quieter, I thought. But since half a year he has been in my head and body. Total. Day and night. I even hear him. On intuition, I knew where he lived and that was true. We “talk” to each other about anything and everything. I am very restless, feel that he is not happy – no more than I am. That also seems to be correct. This feeling is so all-embracing that it really transcends everything. Is this him now, is this my soulmate? Our lives were somewhat parallel, doing the same things at the same time, being in the same place, and more such things. ! Recently it became a bit quieter, I thought. But since half a year he has been in my head and body. Total. Day and night. I even hear him. On intuition, I knew where he lived and that was true. We “talk” to each other about anything and everything. I am very restless, feel that he is not happy – no more than I am. That also seems to be correct. This feeling is so all-embracing that it really transcends everything. Is this him now, is this my soulmate? Day and night. I even hear him. On intuition, I knew where he lived and that was true. We “talk” to each other about anything and everything. I am very restless, feel that he is not happy – no more than I am. That also seems to be correct. This feeling is so all-embracing that it really transcends everything. Is this him now, is this my soulmate? Day and night. I even hear him. On intuition, I knew where he lived and that was true. We “talk” to each other about anything and everything. I am very restless, feel that he is not happy – no more than I am. That also seems to be correct. This feeling is so all-embracing that it really transcends everything. Is this him now, is this my soulmate?

Answer 1
Yes, he is a close soulmate, I think. You will have to deal with him again in every conditioning event in your life, 1 in 1. Pay attention. (Who knows)