Attract each other! push off! attract! push off! attract! push off! So back and forth and that you catch yourself, so in terms of feelings and thoughts. Who recognizes this?
Half a year ago, I unexpectedly met someone, spontaneous, recognizable, a feeling, unprecedented. It seemed like a shock went through us. In retrospect, it seems that we have been away for minutes. If drugged. We were in a big bubble of energy and were completely one. One with everything. Vibrating with energy. You can’t describe it. The following days we were both completely lost. Until now we had seen each other as heart friends, but now we had the immense love we felt for each other. Since then we have increasingly seen each other in secret. A passionate love affair followed. But that was not the goal. That is only one aspect. The most blissful is the complete peace, completeness when we are together. We call up the bubble energy by looking deep into each other’s eyes. It is actually like looking inside each other’s soul and being completely away from the world, even for an hour. It feels like making love at a higher level. It has become a painful desire to be together. Not seeing each other for a few days even hurts physically. It is like missing a piece of yourself with a knot in the stomach. There is a very strong need to take care of each other and to spend a lifetime together. The possibility to live together is not quite there yet. In the meantime I have dared to face that my marriage has been a ‘performance’ for years. To the outside world the ideal family but actually I have been running around for years and I ignore the problems. I live with a man that I (actually) don’t like and who is in-good but I’m not happy with.
I recognize this very much !! Attracting, repelling, attracting, repelling, to drive you crazy. I myself am a woman, and my soul love is also a woman, which in itself is quite a complicated situation. Both married, children, but the enormous attraction that exists between us, seeking rapprochement, and rejecting it again, (one I do it myself and the other time she does it) and it has been like that for a year !! I can say that it has dominated my whole life …. (Unknown)
I too had met a soul love, before we met, it was also attracting and repelling, half a year to go crazy !! , then that incredible soul meeting, and one day later we were both lost! since then it has been attracting and selling off for 2 years! (Unknown)