P0309. Illusion


I feel so good today
I think I can live without you,
just loving you
may seem enough for now

until someone stands
in front of my door in the dark, only a silhouette
clearly visible a beautiful bunch of curls
I am frightened wildly, is it you ….?

my heart beats in my throat
i open the door and wait
i long for your deep voice
but it is not yours

My illusion has been swept away in one
fell swoop You stood at my door for a moment
and I felt it all the more once again
I can’t live without you

the desire is nothing less
I just want to love you
nothing would make me happier
than standing on my doorstep.

you are so terribly welcome in my life
my door is ALWAYS open for you.