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Just heard your voice, heart on hollow
clammy hands and good intentions overboard
I am hurled back and forth until I can no longer, the measure is more than full
But unable to change anything about it, you keep taking my heart with you with it
I have to check it, the pain and my mind says no
But feeling is of a completely different order and that calls yes
I want, I want you, I want to choose everything and not
Constant inner struggle in which feelings of immense guilt derive from my love lose for you For life
I will be sentenced to this tide
I try to handle it as well as possible and block you out of my system
But it’s like trying not to think of a pink elephant, the only one I think of is you.