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An overcrowded bus, a bad mood, an empty battery of my mp3 and an hour’s drive … but when I looked up everything disappeared like snow in the sun, even though I was pinched like a sardine and I actually always avoid eye contact with everything and everyone because that can lead to awkward situations in such a small space, I looked up and the first thing I saw was the soul (eyes) that seemed so familiar to me, I couldn’t suppress a smile, but the ‘du ich kenn dich dich ‘there was a feeling never to leave. I knew that I had a whole journey ahead of me, with both sorrow and happiness … “du bist mir so nah” and yet, I know from experience that you have to give time to contact with soulmates, not everyone is just as quick to admit what he really feels … part of achieving is releasing and not every soulmate stays with you forever, no matter how much you desire it … and all you can do then is resign in the fate that is then experienced as fate … I miss you wherever you are! … it is now 5 months since I first saw my dearest friend and with me there was a moment of awakening to come to this very painful feeling of knowing and being able to do nothing but wait until I see him again which is (that is how it feels) very close. 3 times I saw him without being aware of it, 2 last times I realized it, it was like a whirlwind in me and I have to think about him steadily … but this is not in love, this is deeper, this goes out of my soul … I am waiting for you! … no matter how much you wish for it … and all you can do is resign yourself to fate that is then experienced as fate … I miss you wherever you are! … it is now 5 months since I first became my dearest friend ever and also with me there was a moment of awakening to come to this very painful feeling of knowing and being able to do nothing but wait until I see him again which is (that is how it feels) very close. 3 times I saw him without being aware of it, 2 last times I realized it, it was like a whirlwind in me and I have to think about him steadily … but this is not in love, this is deeper, this goes out of my soul … I am waiting for you! … no matter how much you wish for it … and all you can do is resign yourself to fate that is then experienced as fate … I miss you wherever you are! … it is now 5 months since I first became my dearest friend ever and also with me there was a moment of awakening to come to this very painful feeling of knowing and being able to do nothing but wait until I see him again which is (that is how it feels) very close. 3 times I saw him without being aware of it, 2 last times I realized it, it was like a whirlwind in me and I have to think about him steadily … but this is not in love, this is deeper, this goes out of my soul … I am waiting for you! … … It is now 5 months since I saw my dearest friend for the first time and with me there was a moment of awakening to come to this very painful feeling of knowing and being able to do nothing but wait until I see him again what (so it feels) is very close. 3 times I saw him without being aware of it, 2 last times I realized it, it was like a whirlwind in me and I have to think about him steadily … but this is not in love, this is deeper, this goes out of my soul … I am waiting for you! … … It is now 5 months since I saw my dearest friend for the first time and with me there was a moment of awakening to come to this very painful feeling of knowing and being able to do nothing but wait until I see him again what (so it feels) is very close. 3 times I saw him without being aware of it, 2 last times I realized it, it was like a whirlwind in me and I have to think about him steadily … but this is not in love, this is deeper, this goes out of my soul … I am waiting for you! …