S145. 16 years of fighting the pain of my soulmate’s lack

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16 years of fighting the pain of my soulmate’s lack. When we are together it is heavenly and it feels like we are one. Her gaze melts me, her smile thaws the pole. She feels the same for me. The problem is that we are both married and have children. I would immediately give up my marriage, but her children are still small and she is happily married. She stays with him. Hence the intense pain. I am now trying to focus on the blissful feeling of falling in love and not on the disruptive pain of lack. Wait for our next meeting and the elevator to 7th heaven