S068. I had such a hard time leaving him


My soulmate; I have now had a thick 4 year relationship with my soulmate, often trying to ‘let go’, but the attraction is so hard that it doesn’t work.
I even ‘feel’ when we have taken another break when he misses me.
Now 3 months ago he went to South America for a year, and believe me I felt very sad about this, but we still have mail contact and it is getting more and more intense.
I had such a hard time leaving him, but I did it anyway and as everyone says you don’t take enough anymore with less if you can experience your soulmate.
I miss him a lot but I am sure that we will come out stronger here.