Why do you think it is real? Are they not hallucinations? I have had a soul love for years and I have experienced everything and I no longer know the effect is it real now or are they hallucinations.
I hope for you it will pass once. For me, this is not over after half a year ago.
I still think about him every day. It eats at me. I hope I can let it go sometime. The amalgamation was fantastic. But I hope that
adrealine and thought will stop for him sometime.