Q1172. Jealous and insecure soulmate?

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I have known my twinflame for a long time, about 12 years. And in the meantime I have had enough of him, I am very tired because the contact is so difficult. Talking to each other is very difficult, after we have exchanged a few sentences with each other, via the internet, a chat or something, I think “well, I could have known that he is on a completely different wavelength and does not understand me”. I recently met someone else with whom it clicked. My twinflame saw it too and threw a spanner in the works. At that time I was very angry, but in retrospect I thought he could not hold back any future relationships of mine. So I think it’s pretty sad because I know I will hurt him a lot. In addition, I doubt whether he is just a soulmate.