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I have recently had that feeling; that everything was an illusion. That my twinflame and everything around it was a fata morgana and I was not completely sober. Recognizable? What made me thunder my “pink cloud”? Well, that he has been so very distant lately, also literally because I hadn’t seen him for months. When this finally happened this week, I also felt a distance, later just a moment closer by a certain remark and then he left. A few hours later he came back and we talked for a few hours (there were more people) and in the conversation I felt a distance again, he showed me not to be as special as I apparently find myself (?) And made one last cynical comment before he left. Leaving me behind in a sense of “being robbed.” I feel robbed of all the soul love that the last two years have grown so much in my life, in which I received countless signs that he really is my twinflame! s. And then he does so. Why?! Is it impotence, pride, male bluntness? What is it? By the way, he has had a girlfriend for some time and I have a strong feeling that this plays a part, that he wants to be happy with her and build up a life (the latter are his own words). But that despite that he feels that she is not IT. But that he really wants it to be her. Do you understand what I mean? He also indicated that he thinks she wants too much too soon. Now, after feeling very down for a few days, I gather myself together and have to let him go from myself. And oh, how hard that is. All that was, all the beautiful looks disappeared. He just seems to be a (blunt jerk) man like all the other men and cannot look further than his nose. And yet, I know that he is still my twinflame. What the hell can I do dear people?
Answer 1
I also had that feeling and afterwards it was my ego that made it. Then I had a rest for a very long period of time where I did not come across my soul love in the astral dreams. But when I got a different job and went through some new changes in my daily life. Then she did appear again. I can prove that it is certainly not an illusion because she knows things about me and I know things about her. I know exactly how she is in behavior and she knows how I am in my behavior and personality. We get to know each other better and better. I also had her on the phone and said it confirmed that it is true.
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Answer 2
That has to do with his ego and that you see each other on the earthly level. Is the astral energetic level also such that it has an aversion to you? If that is also the case, it still has to do with the process you are in. If not then he does love you because his soul always speaks the truth. Go and see it in your astral dreams and keep it there. With time everything will be fine I have experienced it all myself.
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Answer 3
I recognize a number of elements in what you write, only that pink cloud I haven’t had for very long, I thought he too seems to be a blunt jerk, has given him the benefit of the doubt for years, but am there after years that he really turns out to be, some apparently never finish it. And that he is my twinflame, I have known that for a long time, sober or not…. I think there is no longer an earthly relationship for us because he has put a big blot on an evt with his actions. loving being together, and I seriously hope that I will never have to meet him again after this life. Sound bitter? perhaps so, is not so strange considering all the events about which I will not elaborate further.
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Answer 4 I think
you know that it was not an illusion, you just find it hard to realize that soul love offers no guarantee whatsoever. If one of the two is not nice, you better take a distance, otherwise it will sour your life, it is that simple. Many people on this site are just addicts, so for many that will be a tough one. But it can have a very liberating effect and is therefore not that bad.
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Dear people, I am the questioner and I am so happy with your reactions. This is the only place I can talk about it and I need that because I am not feeling well. I will give a response per answer: @ 1) I have met him again since the day before yesterday in my dreams (after a long time) and he kissed me! That was a very long time ago. So he was approaching and not me. Felt positive, were it not that he did this once before my husband’s eyes. The feeling that twinflame wanted to make my husband jealous came to the fore. In the other dream it happened without my husband. Yes, even without seeing him I know things about him, I think that’s the soul bond that you have with each other. @ 2) Yes, that ego is something to me. No, he has no aversion to me in the astral, he has just been looking for an approach again recently. There has been some distance in the astral, then I saw him from behind, only his back. Or he ran away from me. I think I know where the shoe pinches; I am married and, as it were, stuck in a relationship. He cannot do anything with his feelings and neither do I, and the realization that that may apply to this entire life must be stifling for him. That is the feeling that I get from him as it were. It sometimes feels that way to me, but I also feel strongly that we could not have a full relationship right now. There must first be some healing and growing. Now he also has a girlfriend like I said, but that does not detract from his double feeling. So yes, if I follow my dreams, I know he will love me. But he behaves exactly the opposite in real life. @ 3) That’s very girl, I can certainly imagine something about it. Would you have had things worked out? I’m so sorry he hurt you so much, I can imagine you don’t want him in your life anymore. @ 4) Yes, if I am very honest, I know that, and you are right. I find it very difficult to see that that is not a guarantee for a beautiful loving band. That is what I had wanted and hoped for; an intimate friendly bond in which we are “kind” to each other and in which we can be ourselves. But I know this is an impossible wish, especially with a man. Because a man (earthly, hey) ultimately wants a relationship / sex with a woman. He can also have friendship with his friends. Do you understand what I mean? A woman is able to have a male platonic friend, but the other way around is much more difficult I think. And one thing is certain for me; as long as I am with my husband there is no question of friendship with twinflames. I am married and it is really “until death do us part”. Unless my husband would not adhere to the agreements we have (being unfaithful or abusing me). You are right that many are here as addicts; soul love IS also addictive because it feels so good. You feel so one with the other, so at home and so whole. So it’s not surprising that you don’t want to let that go. But it must, I see that. I have to let him go completely, and that hurts so much. But I hope that we will continue to nourish and feel each other. The entire twin-soul relationship must then take place in the astral where we are both free and the most pure. Perhaps that is the intention with us? (Unknown) as long as I am with my husband there is no question of friendship with twinflames. I am married and it is really “until death do us part”. Unless my husband would not adhere to the agreements we have (being unfaithful or abusing me). You are right that many are here as addicts; soul love IS also addictive because it feels so good. You feel so one with the other, so at home and so whole. So it’s not surprising that you don’t want to let that go. But it must, I see that. I have to let him go completely, and that hurts so much. But I hope that we will continue to nourish and feel each other. The entire twin-soul relationship must then take place in the astral where we are both free and the most pure. Perhaps that is the intention with us? (Unknown) as long as I am with my husband there is no question of friendship with twinflames. I am married and it is really “until death do us part”. Unless my husband would not adhere to the agreements we have (being unfaithful or abusing me). You are right that many are here as addicts; soul love IS also addictive because it feels so good. You feel so one with the other, so at home and so whole. So it’s not surprising that you don’t want to let that go. But it must, I see that. I have to let him go completely, and that hurts so much. But I hope that we will continue to nourish and feel each other. The entire twin-soul relationship must then take place in the astral where we are both free and the most pure. Perhaps that is the intention with us? (Unknown) Perhaps that is the intention with us? (Unknown)
Answer 5
You deny that it is not an illusion because you do not want to accept it.
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Answer 6
@ Questioner: The fact that you ask that question already gives the answer.
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