Sarah

I have a very big problem with which I have been walking around for a while and to which I cannot find an answer. I met someone 16 years ago with whom I had a very good bond, love at first sight that was how it felt. Eventually the relationship broke down and everyone went their own way. After 16 years we got in touch again in April 2011, it was great, he could just read my mind. It was all very special and so beautiful and yet something in me said something was wrong and I started to take some distance, I thought that was the best. The worst thing was that I took a day off before my father died. I saw him and my father for the last time in my life, I had lost my father but also lost him. I have had a very difficult period and felt so empty, so alone, so rotten and yet something happened. One day before my father was buried, I had a dream, my father saw it in my dream, and he said to me: that boy is not the person you think he is, and he had someone with him .. a boy I was then did not know. This dream was in July 2011. Then it happened. I was not doing well at all, I withdrew, wanted to be alone, had given up everything, I did not want to continue. I shouted: when do I go, why don’t you get me, why do I have to go through this? I then prayed and prayed to make me feel better, but it was difficult, I had completely lost the job. And when she told me: girl, why don’t you go with me to a place, there you will feel better and I did that, I went to church on Sundays and just before we started, someone came in. That boy from my dream. The boy who showed my father. I was completely stiff and could not move. Was completely amazed and did not know what happened to me. He also went straight to my neighborhood, for me, he never left me alone and stayed close to me. He still does that, he is always either in front of me or behind me but always close to me. Because of him the sun started to shine again for me, I feel so at home with him. This is the most beautiful thing I have ever experienced, it is so familiar but sometimes so uncertain, I sometimes do not control myself when it is around. 2 weeks ago I experienced the most beautiful day in my life, just felt the energy flowing through me and felt that so clearly .. I have never experienced this before. I also had a very good relationship with my ex and I always thought he was a twinflame. We had a lot of things in common and we could read each other’s thoughts. I felt what he was doing and it was the other way around. Anyway, we had a very deep relationship that I had never had in 16 years with anyone else until August 2011. Sometimes I am very sure and sometimes very uncertain about this whole situation. Hope someone recognizes this and can give me advice because sometimes I don’t know what to do anymore. Greetings from Sarah Sometimes I am very sure and sometimes very uncertain about this whole situation. Hope someone recognizes this and can give me advice because sometimes I don’t know what to do anymore. Greetings from Sarah Sometimes I am very sure and sometimes very uncertain about this whole situation. Hope someone recognizes this and can give me advice because sometimes I don’t know what to do anymore. Greetings from Sarah