Q0392. I wish I had never met my soul love?

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I have never felt so empty inside, my life has no value anymore, I don’t even recognize myself when I look in the mirror, I cry almost every night, I can’t concentrate on anything, and have become far too sensitive to everything. there is only 1 person who can take away all the grief in one go, but he seems to have abandoned me. my twinflame has recently had a girlfriend and he is getting married. I’m single, but he didn’t choose me, I have no idea why, it made me so insecure, maybe I’m just way too ugly or something. he avoids me all the time when we meet somewhere, while a few years ago it seemed that he wanted to go for me. I don’t know what to think anymore, I will remain single for the rest of my life (I am 23 years old) I can’t open my heart for anyone anymore, I have such pain. I wish I never knew of his existence, at the moment I am sick and tired of feeling that way. if I had never met him it would have been much better for me, I would have been able to concentrate on my studies and I would have achieved a few things already. my twinflame ruined my life by not choosing me while there were no obstacles (I have been single all the time) this is the hardest thing you can experience, and now I don’t need any responses! “oh, maybe he is not your twinflame,” yes, he is, I knew that from the first moment I saw him, we are similarly similar in appearance, we even have the same traits, characterize everything. my conclusion is; i wish i had never met him, because how unhappy I feel now is the biggest low point that a person can reach in his life, and I can’t take it anymore. I don’t see the point in it either, because of this sorrow I have suffered from a metabolic disease, hair loss, sudden acne, extreme tiredness, depression and a cold empty heart. right now it seems that I will never be happy to meet my twinflame, so people who have not yet experienced this, save yourself the spite of effort, the only thing you get in return is deep sadness that does not seem to go away . is anyone sharing this with me? or am i going crazy? sudden acne, extreme tiredness, depression and a cold empty heart. right now it seems that I will never be happy to meet my twinflame, so people who have not yet experienced this, save yourself the spite of effort, the only thing you get in return is deep sadness that does not seem to go away . is anyone sharing this with me? or am i going crazy? sudden acne, extreme tiredness, depression and a cold empty heart. right now it seems that I will never be happy to meet my twinflame, so people who have not yet experienced this, save yourself the spite of effort, the only thing you get in return is deep sadness that does not seem to go away . is anyone sharing this with me? or am i going crazy?

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Hey, I feel very much with you, I understand you completely, it does indeed bring a lot of pain with you and we are certainly not going to say that he is not your twin, it is not up to us to say the only one who you and him can know that, if you are sure he is just your twin, don’t let other people doubt you. Girl, I hope you don’t blame it but I think it’s just a period that you have to get through, he’s still in the denial phase, but one day he’ll realize that it was you for him all the time , the question is when will he be willing to step out of the marriage? I don’t know all that, you should actually get rid of it !! All I want to say is there were beautiful times too? Or has he been ignoring and denying you all the time? If there were good times, cherish it for the moment, but do not give up hope, hey, really not, that may well be fine, I believe that twins you! makes his to be twinflame together but that they first have to go through some phases and now he is in his denial phase !! Sometimes that may take some time, but be patient, with me it is just twinflames I also have to have a lot of patience, but you really have to believe in it because something you don’t believe in can’t happen to you either. Focus your attention and love at this moment on yourself, you do far too little it would really do you good, you should become stronger, believe and also pray (even if you are not a believer) putting a power in a positive thing helps to make the positive force even stronger and more powerful !!! Don’t let your head hang on it, I also had a hard time thinking that I was going crazy and obsessed and I get heart problems and headaches and depressions, I almost don’t want to come out anymore and feel another person inside me no longer recognize me in the mirror, Hold on to me, you will see that effort and diligence are rewarded, but don’t force anything either, because that is! not natural and good to force things around! Surround yourself with people who mean well and try to do a lot so that you don’t have to think about your grief, it will come up again but if you are busy that will help enormously! ! Only talk to people who understand you !! if you want to contact you can email me (other people too) claudiake1@hotmail.com Kind regards, lots of love and lots of love! (Claudia) Hold on to me, you will see that effort and diligence are rewarded, but don’t force anything either, because that is! not natural and good to force things around! Surround yourself with people who mean well and try to do a lot so that you don’t have to think about your grief, it will come up again but if you are busy that will help enormously! ! Only talk to people who understand you !! if you want to contact you can email me (other people too) claudiake1@hotmail.com Kind regards, lots of love and lots of love! (Claudia) Hold on to me, you will see that effort and diligence are rewarded, but don’t force anything either, because that is! not natural and good to force things around! Surround yourself with people who mean well and try to do a lot so that you don’t have to think about your grief, it will come up again but if you are busy that will help enormously! ! Only talk to people who understand you !! if you want to contact you can email me (other people too) claudiake1@hotmail.com Kind regards, lots of love and lots of love! (Claudia) Only talk to people who understand you !! if you want to contact you can email me (other people too) claudiake1@hotmail.com Kind regards, lots of love and lots of love! (Claudia) Only talk to people who understand you !! if you want to contact you can email me (other people too) claudiake1@hotmail.com Kind regards, lots of love and lots of love! (Claudia)

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When I read your story like this, your twinflame does not yet understand what you mean to each other .. he chooses a different life that may feel better to him at the moment, but when he has grown and he sees the relationship in which he now he finds that it is not, in the long run it will not give him enough satisfaction, I have had that too, and only then can you choose that one and only Real Love, let him find his own way, he can you don’t figure it out for him. Go and love yourself, whoever you want to be, I do too, I have chosen for myself and hope that my Great Love picks up the courage to do the same. If you do not choose yourSelf then you do not choose the other person because you are each other.

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I fully understand what you want to say, I can feel that feeling only too well !! I even got scared of the men for that because I think that egg is always present, mine is even dangerous …. so I always run away from men !!! now I also thought that I would be waiting all my life for true love … I just started giving up … I think they just lack love and enjoy the sorrow of their other half to get to a balance I have already given up young !! Tis me fed up, someone who enjoys my grief to make him feel happy, seriously !!! I almost call it Vampirism or something …. but when love is also leading, or seeking a balance between ego and spirit !!! that is a question to think about …. I think we should think less about them, and like to learn to see ourselves, first of all,