It hurts so much. I get crazy about myself and my life, my twin and I have no contact anymore, he chooses his girlfriend and it destroys me .. a month ago I thought I was almost rid of the painful obsessive feeling, or that I was in every was well on the way to finding a way to live with it. but then I saw my twin again after a long time, and the feeling was EXACTLY THE SAME as at the first meeting. and since that day I think about him again 24/7, and the pain just seems to get worse. I often feel nauseous, I cannot concentrate on my studies, I have all kinds of physical complaints, and I feel as if a part of my heart is amputated. I can’t do it anymore, it hurts so much, I can’t take it anymore. I wish I had never met my twin, however beautiful and deep and intense the feeling may be, I just can’t, my whole life has been demolished, I don’t enjoy anything anymore … I prefer to lie in my grave now, without feeling all that pain .. and the worst part is that nobody knows anything, the only thing that surrounds me is that I have been quite depressed / stressed lately, but it is difficult for me to explain why. it’s just frustrating that you can’t talk to anyone about it, because they have no idea what you’re talking about. I think they would make me crazy if I told them my feelings. I also understand that people who have not experienced this do not believe that there is such a thing as twinflames. you must have felt it / experienced it to believe it, but it is just so difficult to live in “2 worlds”. Another thing is that I have closed my heart especially for other boys, I am quite young (21 years old) and I still have a whole life ahead of me, but I cannot open my heart for anyone anymore, I am so afraid that I will only end up in life because I cannot settle for an “ordinary” person. I met my twin when I was 16, he was 20 at the time, and what I notice is that most of them here only met their twin later in life. I wonder why I met my twin at such a young age. at such a young age you can’t be ready for it at all, I wasn’t strong in my shoes at the time, I had no idea what happened to me and sometimes I feel like everything was ruined because I was so young and actually didn’t know what to do with it. only half a year ago I found out via internet what exactly was going on, I recognized everything that is written about it. I’m so glad I didn’t! the only one, and that it really exists (sometimes I really thought that I was no longer in line). but on the other hand, I don’t know what to do, I don’t feel like going out anymore, doing fun things with friends, I keep repeating, I just feel so sad and broken inside that it feels like I’m just a little bit float in life .. WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH MN LIFE
Dear twin too, How special that you met your twin at such a young age. You will be very funny / beautiful / strong, not comparable with others of your age, but this would not have happened to you now! I also understand that you are completely devastated at the moment; having to let go of your twin is for everyone mssn the most difficult job at all. but also applies to you; you haven’t really lost it; he is a piece of yours and you are his; forever. Actually, that’s pretty nice, gross comfort, but it is true. can you also feel it sometimes ?; that’s proof. moreover, your twin is not always your best life partner; how many people eventually marry their greatest souls / love. you’ll find out for yourself. being with your twin usually brings a lot of ultimate good, for themselves and for others, that is of course very nice if you save that together, but many twins do not save that yet because there is such an enormous tension / force attraction between them, they temporarily (can take a long time) take off. in the meantime you can sit and wait for your twin or you can do something, something you are good at, and in the meantime try to enjoy your twin feeling; it will help you with everything you do. it will support you with all the difficult things that come your way, if you believe in it. perhaps you will come across more soulmates along the way, with which you can build something easier and where you also have that beautiful feeling. they all ultimately help you develop yourself if you are willing to. be surprised; life has much to offer you and so does life; with or without an active twin. and … if your twin wants to grow with you … then you have a lot of time to grow together in this life … because you are so young. good luck with it! (Unknown)
It is very recognizable how you feel, I knew my twin from a very young age, only then I did not realize how much he meant to me, that was my luck, I think, I had deleted him! I was able to lead a ‘normal’ life afterwards, but always with a sense of lack. I also had the predominant feeling of sadness (after I met my twin again), luckily I had a friend whom I had put in confidence and who did not know it myself but could support me in that by not condemning me. Do you not have a relationship of trust with someone who could tell you this? Otherwise you suffocate, you feel distraught if you have to do this alone, also check regularly on this site that helped me a lot. Maybe you first have to live a life with an ‘ordinary’ man (is a nice exercise in unconditional love) and children or start doing your own things, so that in the long run you will be ready (you feel now) too young as you say yourself), because it is a learning process and it seems your twin is not at all concerned with that yet .. so try to pick up your life with beautiful activities that make you happy in which your soul can grow and when when it is ready, then there will come a time when you will attract each other again .. go on with your life, everything you do well you also do for your twin, you will both benefit from that. If he needs this relationship to grow, that is only good for you too, then he has other things to do before he needs that one true love.
Hello someone! I was also very young when I was confronted with the phenomenon. And was, as you experience it, not ready for something on a physical / personal level. I can imagine that we are different expressions, that we look for different experiences. Yet there are a few similarities that I think if you have it in the poll, you can get the best out of yourself. That first contact has undoubtedly led to the subsidence of a new consciousness. It is that part of yourself in which you, through this person, have made contact with a comprehensive consciousness. It is indeed a level where both souls experience unity (even now) but an area that does not have to be limited to ‘his’ soul, after all you also belong to a group soul and in a larger context creator / god. It is important that from your psychic field / who you are now, whether or not aligned with your higher self, you slowly grow into this new consciousness. This process can mean multiple encounters. Take the time and realize that the other person may also need this. Try to see it as a gift that you can carry a piece of this beautiful consciousness with you on Earth. Just realize that this awareness is more than your twin alone. Especially now that there is no longer a personal benchmark, since your ‘twin’ is no longer physically seen and does not discuss anything. Every conception of your personal self with regard to that person becomes vulnerable to the ego. Trying to seduce you into ‘separate thinking’ or disproportionate emotional positions with regard to that person. If you spend a lot of energy on that, it is important to investigate whether you share karma, and whether it is in sync with other experiences from your current incarnation / youth. In addition to personal lessons, part of your experience is to anchor the higher frequencies and love in the earth. So guide your personal self in love. My advice: Listen very carefully to the things you want to do from the inside, that inspire you and let you experience joy. Meditate on it if necessary! Or do practical things with others, such as sports. And share with others who you know will not judge you, as previously written. You can never completely compare yourself with others. Send LOVE to this piece of new consciousness and DO NOT be distracted by that part that says that this consciousness is “someone who has ignored you.” The particularity is in what you and that person share on a soul level. Whether ‘his’ personal self is now aware of your special bond and meeting or not. It may be that he has a different path to walk, try to approach it from compassion. I wish you success with everything. In love and light, (David)