Quite simply, through a forum I met a man, after being alone for 5 years, that period, which I did not record, I needed to clean up emotionally and spiritually, to get to myself … one thing was certain … if I can still open myself from my heart, it is with someone with whom I can connect completely and vice versa. My darling is not free, in other words, he is married, has left his wife a number of times … I do not feel the urge or the tendency to make him choose, I also do not feel jealous, I feel that we are so intimately connected , so strong, not to be captured in words .. we feel our soul connection very strongly present … occasionally my fear comes up, but less than in the beginning. I feel a kind of deep faith that, no matter how far we live together , in whatever relationship he is, what we have, transcends life and death. I have not been in love, nor have I been, on the other hand an intense feeling of love … completely different from my previous relationships, based on the idea of love, an illusion (I call it now). Who recognizes this situation, how will you ultimately deal with this in the long term? thanks.