Ilse

On 11 October 2005, I experienced a very beautiful moment. But you can tell me what to do, I am waiting for him because he is the only one that makes me feel good. And in love, ever stronger! I am a 36 year old woman in a wheelchair due to an accident. I was on computer lessons with the local women’s association, and the first lesson we were just waiting for the teacher (I was on the first couch) once in half an hour he is standing in front of me, he looks at me and I looks at him without saying a word (not even suggesting) really nailed to the ground. Well in my eyes for 2 minutes. We were really studying each other. And since then I have been interested in him, he took digital photos of me and pasted them the whole lesson on the big screen. And my name was always mentioned by him, I always had his attention lesson after lesson. I got an adapted mouse from him. My accident also caused me to have a speech impediment, and many people do not want to listen to me or make any effort to understand me. But he did, he understood me even without words when we went to looking at each other we knew what we meant, and I also felt that he loved my voice and enjoyed it. And he wanted to know where I lived from the beginning, and he knows that but the lesson is now 11 months ago today And since then we have lost sight of each other. he is married and almost thirty years older than me, children of my age! Maybe that is what holds back our love, but I still think that the truth will win, you cannot lock up love. Would like your opinion ? What can I expect? and many people do not want to listen to me or want to make any effort to understand me. But he did, he understood me even without words when we looked at each other, we knew what we meant, and I also felt that he knew my voice loved and enjoyed. And he wanted to know where I lived from the beginning, and he knows that too, but today the lesson has just ended 11 months ago. And since then we have lost sight of each other. he is married and almost thirty years older than me, children of my age! Maybe that is what holds back our love, but I still think that the truth will win, you cannot lock up love. Would like your opinion ? What can I expect? and many people do not want to listen to me or want to make any effort to understand me. But he did, he understood me even without words when we looked at each other, we knew what we meant, and I also felt that he knew my voice loved and enjoyed. And he wanted to know where I lived from the beginning, and he knows that too, but today the lesson has just ended 11 months ago. And since then we have lost sight of each other. he is married and almost thirty years older than me, children of my age! Maybe that is what holds back our love, but I still think that the truth will win, you cannot lock up love. Would like your opinion ? What can I expect? And he wanted to know where I lived from the beginning, and he knows that too, but today the lesson has just ended 11 months ago. And since then we have lost sight of each other. he is married and almost thirty years older than me, children of my age! Maybe that is what holds back our love, but I still think that the truth will win, you cannot lock up love. Would like your opinion ? What can I expect? And he wanted to know where I lived from the beginning, and he knows that too, but today the lesson has just ended 11 months ago. And since then we have lost sight of each other. he is married and almost thirty years older than me, children of my age! Maybe that is what holds back our love, but I still think that the truth will win, you cannot lock up love. Would like your opinion ? What can I expect?

Answer
Dear Ilse, Another can never tell you what to expect. One cannot look into the future because everything is changeable. And it is a fact that we create our reality ourselves. It is your life, your dream, turn it into something beautiful. And keep believing in yourself because you know the answer like no other, do not hesitate and do not try to look for answers outside of yourself. You have the answer … (ChildofGod)