I think I met my twinflame. However, I never dared to talk / email about that with him (colleague) because he is rather sober and does not deal with spiritual matters. Although I am married, I feel an indescribable (unconditional) love for him and cannot put him out of my mind. In the beginning there was a mutual magnetic attraction, but we have never had physical contact. He was very candid and expressed his feelings to me by e-mail. As soon as we saw each other we were completely ‘upset’; eye contact was very intense. After a certain (intense) event that happened by telephone, he changed. He is standing with both feet on the ground again, he says and, despite certain feelings, no longer wants in-depth contact with me. He does not want to raise expectations that he cannot / will not live up to. After several e-mails and my expressions of love towards him (in a period of months) he seems to have become scared. Even though he says not. He now says he no longer has any special feelings. He wants to keep it pure. I feel that he is trying to keep me off in this way so that his feelings for me don’t get stronger. Is it possible that in this way – because he is married – he is indeed denying his feelings for me? Can a twinflame respond in this way? I feel that he is trying to keep me off in this way so that his feelings for me don’t get stronger. Is it possible that in this way – because he is married – he is indeed denying his feelings for me? Can a twinflame respond in this way? I feel that he is trying to keep me off in this way so that his feelings for me don’t get stronger. Is it possible that in this way – because he is married – he is indeed denying his feelings for me? Can a twinflame respond in this way?
Very special. I understand that you have only had an e-mail relationship. It seems as if he knew from the beginning that he did not want or did not dare to confront himself. That’s why he’s trying to keep you off that way. Usually the desire or the “magnetic attraction” to be together is stronger than the fear of the inevitable confrontations with yourself. Apparently he does feel the soul love. Someone can consciously choose not to give in to this love, for example because he is married or for other reasons. Someone just can’t stand to face that much confrontation with themselves and then shut themselves off for that soul love. Communication by e-mail is then relatively safe. It is sometimes difficult to accept the choices of others. Accepting that is also love.
I recognize myself (largely) in this question. I too fell head over heels in love with a colleague. Although we have been working together for several years, albeit in a different department. During one of our (joint) breaks, he suddenly looked deep into my eyes. A shock went through me, gasped, became very light-headed for a moment, probably due to hyperventilation. What I thought would never happen to me happened; I fell in love, despite being happily married for more than 25 years. I therefore did not know what to do with these feelings. And I consulted the library and searched for answers in The little fortune book of Madam Lebreton. I had consulted this book many times in the past with questions in my life such as (new) jobs etc. It is sometimes just frightening how the answers are correct. Also this time. A few questions meant that I would get the answers if I had patience. So in the first instance I did not show anything of my crush, but silently enjoyed him and fantasized about him. Several times I wanted to show it to him, but each time something came up or I didn’t dare at that moment. Until I thought it was enough and finally wanted something more than waiting. I returned to the library for answers, they had removed the book from the collection in all branches. The following weekend I sit outside and see a shooting star. The first thought that came to mind was; How the hell is this supposed to go? I received the answer shortly thereafter. Via a business issue, we started e-mailing what turned into flirting. This of course was what I always wanted, but I was also startled by my behavior, did not want to cheat on my husband. I then emailed him that perhaps I had raised the expectation that there would be more between us. To which he emailed that he saw me as a very sweet friend, but that he too is happy with his partner. We then decided to simply email us as friends. While we were e-mailing, we told each other things and our deepest feelings and yet we felt that we felt more for each other than we wanted to admit and at one point he wanted to hold me in my arms. But at that moment we didn’t want to go further than kissing. Later on, but every plan, every appointment we made for that, intervened, as if this was not (yet) the intention. We sometimes emailed each other that our guardian angels have a day’s work to keep us apart. And that we would ensure that in our next life we should find each other sooner. Yesterday I read the book twinflames and suddenly everything fell into place. Whether he is my twinflame I do not know, but he is a close soulmate. I have always seen him as an extra gift not to replace my current relationship, but beside it. Just like you can love multiple children. I have now decided to just let it come to me and see what life decides and will no longer attempt an intimate relationship. With the knowledge that I enjoy every moment, both my family and my (email) contact with him. Although this may seem to be cheating / adultery in the eyes of others, it is not / does not feel that way, because we have never gone beyond kissing.
I have no suitable answer to this, unfortunately. If you stick to the memory, it is almost impossible to keep it up. Try to accept the beautiful memory and especially continue with your own life. The bond between you will always exist. And when she is ready to see that she belongs to you, she knows where to find you. Remember her learning process is at her pace. Try to radiate the love that you have felt for her to your environment and to act / react to it. After all, you have acted from your heart. Good luck!