I was married for almost four years when I met my twinflame at work. He then lived together. We agreed well. He always thought we had met before. When he kissed me the first time, I felt a sizzling through my body. Despite what we felt, we did not continue. When his contract expired after a few months, we kept in touch. In the best case, he visited me once every fourteen days and in the worst case after two months, for a few hours without sex. Last year we both decided not to see each other again. At Christmas (nine months after we met again) we came back in contact. Out of sight out of mind? Nothing to worry about (and we already knew this beforehand). his girlfriend told me that I have been his first choice for two years! While he had done everything to live up to that relationship. In the end we decided to live together (aware of our love) but to come to my husband’s heart I decided to postpone this. During the last family trip, my twinflame cheated on me sexually. It hurts me enormously but my love does not diminish. It is, as it were, unconditional. The bad thing is that we know that together we are one soul. I have a piece of his soul and he has mine. We can read each other’s soul in the eyes. We must not pronounce words because we already know in advance what the other person wants to say. Even from a distance of a thousand miles between us, I knew what had happened! He is looking for an answer why it happened because he is 100% sorry. He also feels immense pain (he feels mine and his) but he also feels our love. He no longer knows what to do because he thinks he doesn’t deserve my love. And never want to hurt me like that again and that is his biggest fear now!
Dear Jeske, How are you now? A few months ago I was also deceived by my twin. He says that he loves me very much but does not consider himself worthy to enter into a relationship with me. I’m the one for him, but he’s in a relationship with someone else. Is it okay with you?
We were still living together when my twin was cheating. In all circumstances I asked him to live with her. After 2 years when I left the house he got hot under his feet and broke his relationship and went back to our house with all the consequences. He wanted to be back with me in a relationship, but I wiped that off the table because I think he should first consult with himself, why he is always in great misery. I don’t want to be dragged into his feelings anymore. As long as he cannot do it alone, there is no question of a return to a relationship.