Q0010. Is this soul love?

Ella

I am married and met a boy 7 years ago at work, whom I loved dearly from one day to the next. He has also been married for 6 years. We regularly argue for weeks and continue to visit each other again. I love him so much whether it is my son or brother, I feel so responsible for him, what happens or happens I am always happy when it is good, and I get mad when we argue and I don’t like him See, he is very stubborn and stubborn and can’t miss me either. If anything, he comes to me. I cannot post this and do not understand that I still do not hate him, I also love his children very much and I certainly cannot miss them. Please tell me what this means and what I have to do with it..