P0258. An illusion


Sometimes I am strong
know how I should be,
think I can live
without ego and pain.

And sometimes, like now
, I feel that pain again,
and I only want one thing …
and that is being with you.

Every day again ….
not a second out of my head,
robbed me of my heart then.

Sometimes I want it back …
back to my old life,
because it’s too heavy,
and I don’t want to float anymore.

Simply pretending
is much less heavy,
an illusion …
being able to live in love
is that all true?

But you sit deep in my heart
and that feels so nice,
and then I go for it,
I trust,
that we
may one day be together in this life !