Q0260. Why am I so scared?

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I wonder why I’m so afraid of these feelings. I have recognized my feelings, I have known them to my soul love. It is difficult because she has a family and is married. We hardly see each other. But I don’t really mind that, because it is about being happy. The contact between us feels very intense. I mean .. I sometimes feel her very intense .. and then also my own feelings there it feels Very deep, it seems to go deeper and deeper. Now I have made my feelings known to her, only that she is rather blurry about her feelings. I don’t think we both know what to do with this situation. I’m going crazy. I was actually going to see her today, but the moment I made this appointment with her I panicked. My body started shaking and I canceled the appointment. After which I finally felt very sorry that I had canceled, precisely because I miss her so much. Already! I don’t know what to do with these feelings. We have never spoken about it in real life, everything went through e-mail. I have accepted and let go of the fact that we cannot have a relationship. We are both individuals. And so it can never be something. There is a big age difference between us, she has a family, and in addition we are both a woman, which is not an issue for me, but is perhaps very new to her because I think she has not cherished love for a woman before. But I also long for an amalgamation! While it is not possible. And although it is possible I am still very afraid of it because it is a very intense thing. These feelings make me crazy because I don’t know what to do with it. I notice that we cannot separate from each other, at least we can let go of each other but we cannot break the contact. but why am I (who is always completely devoted to love and is not afraid of anything) just so afraid! for these feelings, I even find it scary. Not the intensity of it, but the feelings themselves that I feel .. And what should I do with this situation?

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I know exactly what you feel and experience, This love goes very deep, very deep! five years ago it happened to me too, if I could taste this love. The feeling for this person is still very deep with both of us. had many ups and downs together. flew to the stars together and to the abyss together. I was married, that was the obstacle. I had everything for this person, I went very far in it, went far beyond my own limits, tolerated a lot, forgiven, and polished away. against better judgment, I must say. for deep in my heart, I know that I have gone further than was good for me. the feeling for this person is just deep within me. Knowing that we both have to go on with our lives. After we broke up, I lost my self-image. I completely lost myself in it. fallen deeper than deeper. Now is the time for me to pick myself up and work very hard on myself to get back on top. so that I come out stronger again the new and improved version of my ikje. When I look in the mirror, I know that I have to find my authentic “self”, it is still inside, I just have to reach her again. And try to find the light and the power again. He who could bring me back to my true me. I must now learn to stand on my own two feet again. After all those 5 years of energizing, I am empty and exhausted. I never wanted to miss this love, even though I had known the pain. Then I would have gone for it. Feel very much let down, while I know in my heart that it is not so. mutual respect and trust. (Unknown) that I have to pick myself up and work very hard on myself to get back on top. so that I come out stronger again the new and improved version of my ikje. When I look in the mirror, I know that I have to find my authentic “self”, it is still inside, I just have to reach her again. And try to find the light and the power again. He who could bring me back to my true me. I must now learn to stand on my own two feet again. After all those 5 years of energizing, I am empty and exhausted. I never wanted to miss this love, even though I had known the pain. Then I would have gone for it. Feel very much let down, while I know in my heart that it is not so. mutual respect and trust. (Unknown) that I have to pick myself up and work very hard on myself to get back on top. so that I come out stronger again the new and improved version of my ikje. When I look in the mirror, I know that I have to find my authentic “self”, it is still inside, I just have to reach her again. And try to find the light and the power again. He who could bring me back to my true me. I must now learn to stand on my own two feet again. After all those 5 years of energizing, I am empty and exhausted. I never wanted to miss this love, even though I had known the pain. Then I would have gone for it. Feel very much let down, while I know in my heart that it is not so. mutual respect and trust. (Unknown) to get back on top. so that I come out stronger again the new and improved version of my ikje. When I look in the mirror, I know that I have to find my authentic “self”, it is still inside, I just have to reach her again. And try to find the light and the power again. He who could bring me back to my true me. I must now learn to stand on my own two feet again. After all those 5 years of energizing, I am empty and exhausted. I never wanted to miss this love, even though I had known the pain. Then I would have gone for it. Feel very much let down, while I know in my heart that it is not so. mutual respect and trust. (Unknown) to get back on top. so that I come out stronger again the new and improved version of my ikje. When I look in the mirror, I know that I have to find my authentic “self”, it is still inside, I just have to reach her again. And try to find the light and the power again. He who could bring me back to my true me. I must now learn to stand on my own two feet again. After all those 5 years of energizing, I am empty and exhausted. I never wanted to miss this love, even though I had known the pain. Then I would have gone for it. Feel very much let down, while I know in my heart that it is not so. mutual respect and trust. (Unknown) I know that I have to find my authentic “self”, it is still inside, I just have to reach her again. And try to find the light and the power again. He who could bring me back to my true me. I must now learn to stand on my own two feet again. After all those 5 years of energizing, I am empty and exhausted. I never wanted to miss this love, even though I had known the pain. Then I would have gone for it. Feel very much let down, while I know in my heart that it is not so. mutual respect and trust. (Unknown) I know that I have to find my authentic “self”, it is still inside, I just have to reach her again. And try to find the light and the power again. He who could bring me back to my true me. I must now learn to stand on my own two feet again. After all those 5 years of energizing, I am empty and exhausted. I never wanted to miss this love, even though I had known the pain. Then I would have gone for it. Feel very much let down, while I know in my heart that it is not so. mutual respect and trust. (Unknown) after all those 5 years of energizing, I am empty and exhausted. I never wanted to miss this love, even though I had known the pain. Then I would have gone for it. Feel very much let down, while I know in my heart that it is not so. mutual respect and trust. (Unknown) after all those 5 years of energizing, I am empty and exhausted. I never wanted to miss this love, even though I had known the pain. Then I would have gone for it. Feel very much let down, while I know in my heart that it is not so. mutual respect and trust. (Unknown)

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Emotionally you go far, precisely because it concerns your soul love “soul the word says it all” You do everything for that. You know that you will never get this feeling again and again. I think you’re a kid. And wish you a lot of strength. (Sofie)

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Although it is idd heavy … and you experience many emotions .. I would definitely not have missed it …. I am very grateful that it was given to me … however spicy the lesson is … because despite everything … our souls know and feel … they have no struggle and are connected. This is our earthly life that passes through the awareness … and has to deal with this. And that is what I am talking about … because it has also given me enormous enrichment. And ultimately makes me who I am. Total surrender is indeed very intense in a soul relationship. It is heaven and hell. Soul love indeed goes a lot deeper than a normal earthly “romantic love,” Never knew that you could love someone so much. (RL)

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The feeling of love for my soul is also very intense, indescribable. Emotions that I have never experienced come out now. Tip: Write down your feelings. You can’t explain to anyone else how you feel except for your soul love, sometimes it doesn’t work. You will see what comes out. Tears of sorrow but also of joy and happiness because you have found your soul love. (Unknown)

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I recognize everything too, I am married and have had a relationship with a woman soooo special, but somehow I cannot choose, but we cannot let go of each other, I think of her every day and I know she also we do not speak to me for weeks it is good I am with her anyway and different, sometimes we text violently, I also dream of her but when she comes close again I push her away again but do not want her out of my life (Unknown)

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Soulmate. With every earthly life we ​​have a main goal and many sub goals that we set ourselves and where we work in a new incarnation. We see this blueprint before we enter a new life. This new life also includes the people we are going to meet, to be part of the realization of those goals. Naturally, entering into a relationship is of course part of that, with the most important form being the love relationship. Because of these renewed encounters in being earthly, it can happen that we meet someone where we immediately get to know each other for a while. Our soulmate, that one, We feel the same energy and the exchange is transparent: an intimacy arises. This alignment with each other is the alignment of the mutual vibration number. This recognition causes the creation of a friendship and / or love relationship. You actually recognize your ‘Soulmate’ at that moment, or your ‘soulmate’. from a past life, Please note, (this is not about your twinflame!) Love relationships that arise from a Soulmate or your soulmate often have a lasting character, but they usually ensure that we are based on a spiritual framework in that relationship start to wonder why we have met each other in this way in this life and what we have to work out together. By properly associating you can gain insight into why there is direct recognition with the other. The conclusion that you (re) know each other from the same soul group (or soul groups in which you have previously stayed) is then obvious. It is clear that, on the way to that one and intense relationship, we face many bumps. I want to warn you (and I know how hard this is), but don’t try to make your wife choose between him or you. From experience I know that your partner will never drop her soul love. This feeling is so strong for her / him that it is impossible for her / him to make a choice between family and soul love. The big problem with a soul love relationship that also has an earthly relationship is the fact that feeling and reason are in conflict with each other. that she actually chooses the real true answer for all of you. As I indicated earlier, you have the mind that clearly chooses you and your children. Then you have the feeling that he clearly chooses. A complete person uses his / her feelings and wits together. She uses her feelings and the mind right now, where she is in conflict. If you force her to make a choice, you actually ask her to choose between her feeling and her mind. This is an impossible choice. (Unknown)