Unknown

Why am I sad
when I shouldn’t be it
is your sadness what I feel?
it feels so empty
and it hurts so much …

capricious,
not yet stable, I feel
that certainty
with you,
but still very fragile….

would you like to assist
this difficult path together
know that mine is also difficult,
always has been,
and that is not only
because of your lack

The outside,
seems beautiful and happy maybe
that’s what the environment is allowed to see
the pain, sadness and especially the loneliness
almost nobody knows about my inhuman struggle

But I know what I am doing it for …
together, but each for himself,
we walk towards it now
And if you want silence now,
I understand it like no other,
it will remain
silent from now on …

love you so much!